NY

New York New York, big city of dreams but ain’t always what it seems…

rip AM.

Happy Birthday Ronnie, keep your head up, and see you soon. <3

Janky

We leave in two hours for New York! I am in love. <3

Britnay and I really don’t appreciate janky bitches, that bite so hard you start to bleed. It is one thing to be influenced by someones appearance or style, but to completely copy and try to make it your own, because you think you are in “this” scene and are some so called raver. GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE! You will never fit in, nor will I ever like you or accept you. I win!

I will miss you. :(

I will think of you daily, even when I wake up and before I go to bed.

You are mine.

“I could sleep, I could sleep. When I lived alone, is there ghost in my house….”

<3333

Patiently Awaiting NYC

One more week here in California, before I fly out to NYC! I am so stoked to be back in the east coast. I love it there. The culture, the weather, the fashion, I just cannot get enough. So excited to be going ice skating in Central Park, meeting Jimmy Fallon, and sitting in on his show, meeting up with Denny Le Nimh on Friday to attend GERMS at Europa Night Club in Brooklyn, visiting Yankee Stadium and the Statue of Liberty, and of course SHOPPING! Oh hurry up already. <3

Currently getting ready for school. It is freezing here. It is dark outside, and it is almost 9 am! I love waking up to a fresh cup of coffee, nothing tastes better. Thanks Dad! :)

xxoo Bones

ps. I noticed I am a spoiled brat. I love to be loved. I love attention and affection. I will only recieve it, and never give it. I am sorry boys, this is how I do. hahaha.

Hair cut today with Jenni Scissorhands. I am shaving my side again. :/ Tomorrow night dinner with my ladies.

life

The past two to three weeks have been insane. I have been so consumed with work and school, I had no time to sleep, eat, or for any of my friends. I am totally blessed to have a job, and can afford desirable things, and all my bills. Thank you Jesus. And I am sorry if I have been a horrible friend. I am not distancing myself in any way. I just need to take care of things first, and handle what needs to be done. I love you all so much, and I truly miss you.

I went to Las Vegas last week for Cameron’s Birthday, and also to see BRAND NEW at the House of Blues. Oh man, Brand New is amazing, and Jesse Lacey is a GENIUS! Ughhhh. soooo good. Too bad the House of Blues sucks, and I had to stand the whole time, and my feet were killing me. And I had an anxiety attack, threw up, almost fainted, so dizzy. I hate it. But other than that it was a good time out there, and much lack of sleep. :) Britnay and I did some damage at the MAC pro store in Ceasar’s Palace.

J lo and I went and saw Where the Wild Things Are. I absolutely loved that movie. I cannot wait for it to come out so I can buy it. Please don’t go, I will eat you up, I love you so. <3

Tonight I went with Britnay and Tymm to see This is It. It was done really nicely. And I know that tour would have done amazing. There was so much work put into that tour, and you really get a glimpse, and how far they pushed the limits. WOW. Michael was definitely a perfectionist, and nothing got by him. I wish he were still with us today. I love you MJ.

3 more weeks until I leave for NYC. I am super stoked to be going back to a place I love so much. I am so thankful for this opportunity, and everyone involved in it. I cannot wait to go to the annex, and run a muck all over the city.

Please keep my friend Ronnie in your prayers. Also for his girl, and there families. A tragic incident happened on Tuesday. I still cannot fathom this, and it was never supposed to happen. I pray for mercy, and forgiveness, and safety, and God’s love to shadow over every individual affected from this tragedy. I pray Ronnie seeks justice, and knows our God, and all things are possible through Christ Jesus. I pray for a miracle. <3

Life is what you make it. I hope to never take my life or anyone else’s for granted. I am thankful that I am alive and well today, right now in this moment. I am thankful I know Jesus Christ. I love my family and friends, and yes I am praying for you as well. We all need God more than ever. Things just keep falling apart, and God can heal all wounds.